church

I have not lived in Hattiesburg that long. I moved here during the summer and I have not found a church to go to yet. I am Penecostal and I can not find the right church. I loved the church I used to go to back home, but I have not been able to find one quite like it here. The churches are too drastic or too big here. I think I might need to look outside Hattiesburg for one. I need to be in church, but I do not want to go to a corupt one. My boyfreind refuses to go to church with me and I guess I will be going by myself. That is why I want to find one that I am confortable with and feel safe at. I do comit a lot of sins and I know that going to church is not going to save me and keep me from going to hell. It just helps me as a person to go and realize the things I do wrong and what I need to be doing. I do things everyday that are wrong and I do not even realize it. I know that talking about religion is a controversial thing, but it is important to me. I wonder sometimes that if I would do the right thing if I would feel better as a person? I am sure that I would, but it is so hard to be a good persn everyday when we are around things that are unavoidable. I see how the older generations are more content with their lives and I wonder that people now days would turn to religion our lives would feel more meaningful and content.